today i woke up in a really great mood and decided i was going to get dressed for the first time this week and take a nice picture and post about all the great things Im going to do this summer and now its 9pm and i feel like shit. I’m just so tired which makes no sense because i sleep ALL day. i really thought id have a job by now after applying to so many places and i thought i wouldn’t have so much to worry about money wise and now i still can’t drive because i don’t have car insurance which mean i don’t have rides to anywhere i want to go and i hate depending on other people. today just sucks and thats probably not even true because everything is fine I’m just a huge baby. tomorrow i get to hang out with riss and noah and next week I’m spending the weekend with my friends from college at lake tahoe and everything is going to be fine because I’m going to stop being a weak baby.